Sunday, May 2, 2010
Ah...there she is!
I realized something just now, I lose myself when I'm around other people too much. Finally now that I'm getting some time to myself to think I'm finding myself again. Welcome back me! Neurotic, weird and pissy...here she is! If people don't like it, tough. I'm tired of feeling like I'm walking around on eggshells. Never EVER become too socialized!
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I know eh? It's so easy to lose oneself with people...to censor yourself according to others' expectations...to play it by the rules. I've also had to constantly negotiate with others and myself. Not sure I'm making sense here but I guess I just wanna say how sometimes being with people make you unhappy with yourself because you begin to judge yourself not according to your own beliefs but according to what society's standards are or what you think society's standards are...resulting in feeling low and downtalking yourself. Glad you're finding yourself again. And remember that there are people who love you the way you are. Like me!
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